Saturday, January 5, 2008
it's not thanksgiving but i still wanna say, thank
yousomehow you always know what i'm thinking
and so i wanna sincerely thank you for always being there and caring how i feel
for not turning away when i needed someone to talk to (being the naggy person i am)
for getting me to open up cos you could see i was bottling up my feelings again and refusing to show my vulnerability to others
for getting me to understand that exhibiting vulnerability is okay, because to be vulnerable is to be human
for the concern, for the encouragement, for the countless cold jokes and lameness, for always listening, for the comfort, for the solace i find in you
for the simple act of just believing
believing in me, believing in universal truths, believing in believing
it means a lot to me.
i'm strong, i'm tough, i don't die easily.
and so i'm believing in myself
and living with
iti have to.
i'm still feeling quite apologetic about the day you got your results
so let's have a big feast to celebrate!
my treat, i promise! *winks*
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sometimes i wish it never happened, or it'll fade into oblivion, or that part of my memory is lost
i hate to be reminded somehow
albeit, starting afresh feels great.
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i miss my cousins.
PAWED AT 1:06 AM
