Thursday, January 17, 2008
it freaking hell S.U.C.K.S.
this feeling sucks. sucks. sucks.
utterly frustrating
saying is really so much
easier than doing it
it really takes so
much more of the person
i hate it
why why why.
argghh.
get it OVER and done with.
i'm really sick of this stage of stagnancy.
like, get a life. move forward.
sorry for sounding really snappy.
sometimes it makes me wanna go for a long long long vacation
remove my facebook profile
delete my blog and msn account
sell my handphone
cut off all forms of communication like the internet
disappear into a cave for 10 years
surviving on just grass and rainwater
remain uncontactable
cultivate some immortality
before coming out to say hi to everybody in the world again
with long, unkempt hair, black, uncut fingernails and toenails, torn and tattered clothes
just for the thrill of scaring off everybody
fighting fighting fighting
all my life. fighting.
what the heck.
i think i'm even better than those people with black belts.
it's so tiring.
PAWED AT 4:31 PM
