Saturday, August 18, 2007
met my jc clique today at holland v
it has been a million years since i’ve seen them
but i kinda hated what i saw
especially the sadness that was evidently etched on gorilla’s face
without even looking deep within her heart
even if she was merely sitting in her cushion seat
even if she was just seemingly talking casually as we normally would
even if she wasn't even sounding any slightest bit of upset
i could see that sadness within her
that sadness that i knew too well
she thinks that it's our fault that we trust what they say too much
i’m still grappling with that reality
a little healthy skepticism and detachment would perhaps protect us from being too vulnerable
then she said,
jan, next time you have a bf
connect with him spiritually before having any physical connection
cos if you don’t, it’ll hurt big time in the future
it really hurts.
PAWED AT 3:05 AM
