Fresh Beginnings

Thursday, August 2, 2007

honestly speaking, the past 2 years haven't been the best years of my life
life's been pretty tumultuous, to say the least
everything changed a lot
went through lots of evaluation in the head these days especially since i'm so free
i'm a firm believer that reevaluation and romance ought to go hand in hand

people are really complicated creatures
they create complicated love that starts simple

not as willful and naive and gullible and trusting as before
that girl was right
the family is the only group of people in this world whom you can trust
nobody else would give a shit about you
so whenever you fall, you just gotta muster everything inside you and pick yourself up and start walking by yourself

thought about who i was with, who i wasn't with and why
what i wanted changed, what i wanted to stay, and what i'm unsure about
and i just pulp myself up sometimes thinking about such stuff
yes, i do believe there're hell loads of reasons why many many things took place
and why they had to take place
lessons learnt and people become better people with experiences
all this while, i've been wanting to free myself from the shackles of all my emotional baggage
too much emotional baggage is a big no-no
it's detrimental to your physical and mental health

i think a lot of things in life are fragile
so fragile i don't think i trust any much of it

especially.

sometimes, i see pictures that i don't wanna see
and i get really sick when i see them

it's true i always keep my inner thoughts to myself
cos i didn't like to be judged for what i said
and what other people would interpret i said (which is usually wrong)
so the easiest way was just to keep my mouth shut and process all the thoughts within me
although i do give credit to people around me who only sometimes do dispense useful and constructive advice
listening to too many people talking all at once can be horrid
listening to what your inner voice has to say is the most important thing
people should learn to trust themselves and give their hearts and their minds more credit

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breaking free - zac efron & vanessa anne hudgens (high school musical)

we're soarin', flyin', there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
if we're tryin', so we're breakin' free

you know the world can see us, in a way that's different from who we are
creating spaces between us, till we're separate hearts
but your faith it gives me strength, strength to believe
we're breakin' free

we're soarin', flyin', there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
if we're tryin', yeah we're breakin' free
oh, we're breakin' free, oh

can you feel it building, like a wave the ocean just can't control
connected by your feeling, ooh in your very soul (very soul)
rising till it lifts us up, so everyone can see
we're breakin' free

we're soarin', flyin', there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
if we're tryin', yeah we're breakin' free
oh, we're breakin' free, oh

runnin', climbin', to get to the place to be all that we can be
now's the time, so we're breakin' free, we're breakin' free, ooh yeah

more than hope, more than faith, this is true, this is fate
and together we see it comin', more than you, more than me
not a want, but a need, both of us, breakin' free

we're soarin', flyin', there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
if we're tryin', yeah we're breakin' free, breakin' free

we're runnin', ooh climbin', to get to the place and be all that we can be
now's the time (now's the time), so we're breakin' free, ooh we're breakin' free

you know the world can see us, in a way that's different from who we are

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