Fresh Beginnings

Saturday, August 4, 2007

been very sad by the turn of events recently
and it's not the ordinary sort of sadness

wasn't that upset until this morning
and the rest of day, i ended up being shrouded in despair
everything that's been happening just confirmed a theory that i formulated recently
that a lot of things in life are fragile

especially so.
time probably didn't stand for anything

and that's why, these things require lots of care, tact and nurturing
cos if you're slightly more clumsy than usual, things start to happen
things that are not worth in the slightest bit

even i'm surprised by my own emotions
cos although it doesn't involve me, i feel so horrible, depressed and upset inside
something i never thought i would feel
it seems like an impending divorce i never want happen
it's horrible when you feel so helpless, so 无奈

i wish rhino was here
she'll just laugh at the whole damn thing
and she'll tell them to graduate from pre-school and act their age
then without battling an eye-lid, she'll just walk off the rhino-way

whatever it is, i just hope this will all end well
i'm hoping hard

if the people around me are happy, so will i
i hope they will end up being happy people
most importantly, happy people without any regrets

i'm done with this
cos where human emotions are concerned, it's something i can't control
such is the complexity of the human emotions
the outcome is something i can't control either
so i'm gonna just sit back and let time do its own thing
i'm just gonna cherish whatever happy memories that we shared together for the past 7 years and whatever that may be left between us
because, these things are what i cherish a lot
i remember all the shit and wonderful times they went through with me, together
and i'm really very grateful for having them in my life
and because it's not everyday you get to meet friends with whom you go through thick and thin with for nearly a decade

无论将来发生什么事情，她们永远永远都会是我最好的姐妹。。

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needed an avenue to let go of all my emotions
am disappointed with how realistic people can be
wake up to this realistic world, girl

PAWED AT 1:20 AM